dazednconfused29

I sit back and bite my tongue everyday when he wants to play daddy A day might come and you'll realize that if you could see through my eyes There was no other way to work it out I fought and fought and my words and tears fell on def ears and on to a harden heart, I begged and pleaded and it was when I was on my knees pleading that I relized I would never want my daughter to do that for any man so why should I so I left it in his hands I told him i would give him what he wanted If he wanteda  divorce it was his choice I would sign and leave them there if he ripped them up and wanted things to work I would try once again. But he signed, in

I hope one day you will see how much I fought ofr us U argued our case I tried to make it workl I gave him chances like no other but in the end I wasnt good enogh so now I fight for just you makinng sure all my choices are in your best interest I sit back and try to watch why he gave up, even after I tried so hard I will never have that answer for you Maybe in the years to come he can come and explain to you when you start asking my same questions why we werent good enough after fighting to have you to just give it up only after a few months after you were born I go back and think everyday what more I could have done I did all my wifely cho

So greatful you picked up all my shattered pieces so greatful you love me with all your heart So greatful to have you in our lives So greatful you have shown us so many new things So greatful How you have shown us a new kind of love So greatful that you showed us love without expectations So greatful you showed us a loving, nurturing, non judgemental liove So greatful you stand beside me threw anything So greatful you have become my friend So greatful you have become a father to daughter with no questions so greatful you have become a part of our lives